Anon

[kasumi]

I'm sorting succesfully the hosting issue. Thanks for your replies! :) And I'll make a decent post anytime soon xD But in the meanwhile, I'll have fun with this.

And because I'm UTTERLY fail, I had to post this again because I was told it was impossible to anonymously comment. So go ahead, you can say how fail I am *sigh* Here we go again.

PERM-ANON POST

Leave me an anonymous comment pouring your heart out. Say anything. Tell me your stories, your secrets, those things no one ever asks but you wish to tell. Tell me about your love, your hate, your indifference, your joy. Tell me about what's inside of you when you're reading through these entries on your friends list, and tell me why you continue to come back here. Tell me anything. Tell me what you really think of me or yourself. Anything.

Comments are screened, IP logging is off, and Anon comments are on. Go on xD

Comments

[(Anonymous)]

Stop saying that you are boring and full of fail. You aren't. When I talk to you, I hear an interesting woman who is way too self-conscious and worried about what others think of her. Those who claim you are boring or who are utter bitches to you aren't really your friends. Just forget them and embrace the friends you do have. Trust me. We don't find you boring, and many of us are worried about you and care about you deeply.

I love talking to you and I love being your friend. I feel blessed for having met you, and I hope that you won't get tired of me anytime soon. You're stuck with me.

Also, I have found the perfect emoticon to counter you know what ;D Anonymity, what's that?

[kasumicc.livejournal.com]

Sorry for that, anon ): You're right; bitches are meant to be left in the past and that's where they are. But I still have unresolved things in my present that are hard to handle. And I can't help but feeling discouraged everytime I try to get close to someone and it ends being a failure because I'm not good enough. Or, when no matter how much you show interest for the other, those feelings are never returned.
As a friend said recently, it gives me the same feeling as a big party where you're dying to go but where you're both uninvited and unwanted in there...

That's not to say I don't feel blessed for those people who do show their care for me regardless of how I am. But I can't ignore this feelings, you know...jealousy? Disappointment with myself? It's a weird mix that I can't quite figure out.

Aww, I don't mind being stuck with you :P I wonder what will I get tonight, mysterious anon ~